@HexHammer,
HexHammer;152472 wrote:You specificly asked, and I specificly answerd, nowhere did you ask for answer in private.
Yes i suppose i did ask for it.
Shame you skim to quickly over what else i ask from you.
I am not in the mind to demand,
You only look for philosophy when it suits you.
As to whether you find it or not i am now in doubt.
I think if you answered one of my other questions instead of your own i may have been inclined to not find insult to your open-aired diagnoses.
But i would still like to know what authority you have? what qualifies you?
You have given me little to trust.
But i am still asking for it.
Check the thread again, i surly did ask if this would be better put in PM.
Knowing where your agenda was leading but hoping you could surprise me.
Not trusting you to be an elitist
But we tried that PM once remember and it was you who stopped calling.
Or do you want me to do all the chasing?
Do you expect all patients to not question what can often feel like condemnations?
Do you think all 'patients' have no understanding about what makes them ill?
Do you not think patients will not seek out or are capapble to solve their own dilemas?
Doctors have a code of conduct,
if you expect to be taken seriously there are laws to be followed.
If you expect to be received you need to be reachable.
THis open forum is not a place for my (or anyones) medical history,
Do you want me to tell this forum i had whooping cough and nearly died of it when i was 12?
How about me telling everyone here you have athetes foot,
Although i did elude to something of that nature once,
Is this payback for that taken out of context JOKE?
(You can add paranoid to this list as well)
think about it before you react, control yourself
Would you like me to diagnose you infront of this crowd?
I could and you would not like it, would you?
I at least know you know there is something wrong,
with both of us.
Or are you the one in denial?
That is between friends and family,
Niether of which you have extended to me.
No, therapists and doctors dont need to be friends or family,
But this is where a therapist or doctors duty is to not gossip.
You can trust a good doctor or therapist more than your own blood.
I dont trust them until they have proven their abilities.
I closely work in the mental health profession,
I have been in many 'groups' leading and participating,
and even these 'meetings' have a secrecy and trust edict.
You think i have not heard what you had to spout,
You really have no concept of how aware i am,
worse you have absolutley no interest in finding me alert or awake.
Just because i am a dreamer does not mean my eyes are not open to all kinds of torments in my and your and our world.
As for not running from you and your 'cure' i ask for the identification and accreditation of all the doctors, nurses, social workers, psychiatrists, psychologists, therapists, big brothers, samaritans, priests, ministers i come across in my work to be better and to better the world.
Trust me when i say you dont have the fainterst clue about how to be trusted or run a session and why trust is worth and earned so much in this life and why it is never for gratis.
Trust is a skill like no other.
You must be a good trained listener to not just hear noise.
One unfortuanatley must know and recon the worlds pain in order to understand ones own.
I am a sensitive, i can only understand my own pain by understanding yours.
It is overwhelming to be alone.
Why cant you make yourself vulnerable?
Not that i would want you to,
but what is it of pain you cant trust yourself with?
What god are you praying to that means you must strike before you are bitten or kissed?
Are you god?
Would you be mine?
Are you an individual?
Are you not so tired of being so guarded you forget how to love?
Are you not tired of being so alone?
I know i am.
