At the request of starchild
I am posting the following:
you are quite right. The original Matrix was the invisible part of the
universe creating our solar system (let's talk of just us and not the entire
universe) and planet earth. It was the Matrix for the beautiful heaven on
earth experienced by all life, flora, fauna and mankind of perhaps until
50,000 years ago in Lemuria (a continent which was in the South Pacific and which fell deeply in the ocean like Atlantis in the Atlantic ocean did) when all lived in harmony and joy and peace.
Let me say first that I too have read and studied all the Russells'
books and even the H.S. Course a few times, but Dr. Russell did not say all
that he knew, infact in some place in the Course it was mentioned that God
had told him not to say anything outside of the actual Message - and He
added - because you are still man and liable to err. And, getting out of
context here, this is an error made by Dr. when he supported Lao's views on
Karma: she was not an Illuminate like himself and before meeting Dr. she had
dabbled in the oriental beliefs system. That was a great error and it took
me sometimes to get out of that belief, I had to grow more spiritually: I
had realized that after starting to think along those lines my life had
become definitely worse and more difficult. Since my life before coming to
the Russells had been quite difficult, after reading about the law of karma in Lao's book,I had started to think over and over
about what I could have possibly done in previous lives to deserve this one. When I got to Dr. Russell's teachings, although born in the catholic religion, I believed that sin did not exist as such and, after reading and studying about other religions I had come to the conclusion that all religions had enslaved man and so I stayed very clear of them. If Dr. Russell had not supported Lao's views I would have never believed in karma.
Now, if you think that we create our reality with our thinking and beliefs
system..... if you continue going over and over the past ...what do you
think you are going to create if not more of the same and worse?
And how could there be karma anyway if everything exists in the NOW and
therefore there is no past and the future is created by us day after day. Our Oversoul (or spirit) sends out
thousands of fragments of itself to experience physicality and, outside of
this space/time continuum, they all happen in the now.
So yes, we can access the life of our other fragments but we are not their
continuation: we represent other experiences. Oriental religions gave out
their own beliefs systems like the western ones, and any belief system keeps
In the book "The Aquarian Gospel of Jesus The Christ" by Levi (who received all the words and life of Jesus while in the Light last century) when Jesus was asked
by his disciples if the people who had died in the great storm they had just had were being punished by God and their families were diserving of their troubles
as if that was their karma... Jesus replied: (Chapter 114)
35. "We do not note the execution of this law among the sons of men.
36. We note the weak dishonoured, trampled on and slain by those men call the strong.
37. We note that men with wood-like heads are seated in the chairs of state;
38. Are kings and judges, senators and priests, while men with giant intellects are scavengers about the streets.
39. We note that women with a moiety of common sense, and not a whit of any other kind, are painted up and dressed like queens,
40. Becoming ladies of the courts of puppet kings, because they have the form of something beautiful; while God's own daughters
are their slaves, or serve as common labourers in the field.
42. The sense of justice cries aloud: this is a travesty on right."
Interesting that Lao had recommended Mr. Bill Cramwell (who was then a Director and still is a Board
Member of the University) to read this book, but she never recommended to
the entire group of students or myself, neither in her newsletters nor at
the end of books. I am afraid Lao had two yardsticks, one for the
professionals whom they knew and were Board Members and one for the
Going back to the Matrix... what happened is that some 50,000 years ago some
Aliens of negative polarity (aND YES! they exist) landed on earth and, with laser beams, the
ability to change shape and their cruelty, they put so much fear and terror
into humans that their frequencies dropped to such a low level that for the
first time they felt "separated" from their Higher Selves. These aliens used
to transform themselves into reptilians or dragons and expected people to
worship them as gods and expected people to sacrifice their babies and
vergins, ect... that is why in all major civilizations they had legends of
dragons and history of human sacrifice which never existed at the times of
Lemuria and Atlantis. That represents the actual "Fall" and its consequent legend. From
them on people were manipulated and fed only lies in order to keep them in
servitude and in fear as these beings were feeding on fear emotions.
That fear and all its byproducts as negative thoughts, ect.... and lack of real
knowledge makes up the actual Matrix of today. This is the Dark Matrix that we
should get off from if we want to connect to our Higher Selves and co-create with God as the real children of
The creator of the www.probablefuture.com
site has also read Dr.
Russell's books and with all his other expertise (you should read the 'About
us' page) he has created two courses in Remote Viewing and Remote
Influencing. I've just started them myself, about two weeks ago, and I tell
you, the tapes are really very good and beneficial. For the first time a few days ago I really experienced infinity and when
I emerged from the altered state I was in, I felt for the first time a
real deep realization that I AM infinity, I AM the void, I AM the Light and
the Light is me and that my body is created by me just to experience this
plane. For the first time I felt that my intellectual understanding and knowledge had
finally bypassed my conscious mind, my ego, and I feel so very different!
I would recommend those two courses to everybody.
Enjoy those courses in Remote Viewing and Remote Influencing. I would appreciate if you could post this letter on to the Forum,
And yes I am in Italy, ciao
Hi Starchild, You have specifically requested someone answer you, so here I am.
You will please understand that I have had a powerful awakening of my own origins, knowledge or information coming from a certain star system to me, so I am not coming from some obtuse view on what you have said here. I have studied Sitchin, the Melchizedek writings, Ken Carey, Marciniak, Hand Clow, the MCEO, theosophy, well-- I could go on and on.
While doing this work, it has become very important to me to find a way to verify Truth. This is simply due to the nature of this type of awakening. It seems important to have direct revelation, remembrance or something that one reads that triggers an understanding that is recognized as this mysterious thing called Truth.
In all my work, there is no history of earth (and I have seen many lost histories) that has been shown to me about these teachings of the reptilian races, laser beams, the Annunaki, etc. I have examined world mythologies, petroglyphs, sacred sites in detail--and while all of it points to a greater picture, there is still nothing I would call a realization or confirmation of Truth. I have only found things that I would call very interesting or even highly convincing.
That said, I can say I have directly experienced confronting something within my physical being that has been a limiting factor to what is childishly called 'spiritual progress' on this planet. This is the matrix to me. The limiting factor that must be overcome. Who did it, why it exists, how it functions, whether it is an alien invention or function of the nervous system cannot be proven to me by the mere mention of these kinds of theories.
Ideas of a reptilian race and an advanced technology that was used against the human species has simply not been my direct experience with Truth so far. So it is difficult to say yes to others that this is definitely what has occurred. Of course, with an awakening of this magnitude that I have been undergoing, anything is possible to discover. I cannot confirm or deny your own take on this, or the teachings you have embraced regarding. My job it seems is to understand the powers of transcendence, enlightenment - the nature of mind and matter - consciousness itself. So yes, the Russell's teachings are very important in my voyage.
You said: "I emerged from the altered state I was in, I felt for the first time a real deep realization that I AM infinity, I AM the void, I AM the Light and the Light is me and that my body is created by me just to experience this plane. For the first time I felt that my intellectual understanding and knowledge had finally bypassed my conscious mind, my ego, and I feel so very different!"
This is something I too have experienced, and can say is a possibility for all. I have not felt a call to know remote viewing as of yet. And I can say although my awakenings are very earth shattering, in the conscious awareness of my energetic body - I am certain my third eye is still in the process of opening. So all of this remains to be 'seen'.