sometime sun

..it's sounds very supersticious to me. I can't bare to read anymore of your writings, I have to put you on ignore again.

Running does not help Dr Phil's of the World

trusting people who ultimately will deceive me...

i dont think it is a bad habit-maybe simple stupidity. or stubbornness? i keep wanting to believe in the bright side of things, the silver linings, and it seems as if i am doomed to the same experience. every time i think i am getting the right read, but never do. i hate to think i will miss out on the one golden nugget in the pile of crap...so i keep hoping.

maybe it is a curse rather than fate? voodoo hex?

some are born with an inherent skeptesism.

you mean like the time i was driving somewhere and all of a sudden i was standing on the brakes with all my might to stop the car and not knowing how i got there, and when i came to the bottom of this big long hill there was a red traffic light and two guys on a motorcycle i almost killed. i didnt see them first and didnt choose to try to stop, i was just in the middle of this thing happening and i know it was real because the two guys were white as a sheet and didnt even swear at me before they collected their cool and drove off.

or is that an example of an out of body experience which i forgot, and something put me back in the body before i killed those guys? always wondered what that was...

In the trivial sense of "fate" in which sense it would be logically impossible for what is fated not to occur, fate is certain to occur. I can be surprised that I have no money in my bank account, but the figures make it certain that there is no money in my account however surprised I may be. So I can be surprised even it is something is certain. For I may not know it is certan.

What Beowulf said makes better sense: Fate often saves an undoomed man if his courage is good...

Those people accepted fate as a force in their lives among many that with skill and courage they could often over come...Yes, in cases of Murder it did provide the opportunity to ask for mercy, and to give it; but few people simply surrendered to it... All of them recognized their power as few of us do... Just like them we are forced to carve our lives out of the future with the knife of hope... So what if the deck is stacked against us and the dice are loaded... We will find a way...Fate favors the brave...

What Beowulf said makes better sense: Fate often saves an undoomed man if his courage is good...

Those people accepted fate as a force in their lives among many that with skill and courage they could often over come...Yes, in cases of Murder it did provide the opportunity to ask for mercy, and to give it; but few people simply surrendered to it... All of them recognized their power as few of us do... Just like them we are forced to carve our lives out of the future with the knife of hope... So what if the deck is stacked against us and the dice are loaded... We will find a way...Fate favors the brave...

i guess i would rather meet my maker kicking and screaming...always made me shudder, the concept of accepting defeat, even dying without so much as a whimper...

the farmer or the rodeo clown can break the spirit of an animal if he succeeds, and then he has nothing. if he forces the animal to obey by crippling him then what has he gained but an animal with no heart and no brain?

maybe fate is the beast or the machine that we are supposed to rage against and only then do we win...i dont want any mercy.

disclaimer: this is not a philosophical viewpoint...sort of a pms thing i guess

maybe if i meet my maker after this ordeal i will spit in his eye (fantasy of mine) and then he will say 'sorry for your trouble and thank you for rescuing me at last'...then i will love him (put this in creative writing, tapes and lies)

---------- Post added 05-07-2010 at 12:52 PM ----------

that's as close to the concept of theoretical fate that i can come...

Your point is then? Remember, what we may believe is inevitable need not be. But if it really is, then there is no use in "kicking against the pricks". And before you smile, read this:

What does "kick against the pricks" mean?