trusting people who ultimately will deceive me...
i dont think it is a bad habit-maybe simple stupidity. or stubbornness? i keep wanting to believe in the bright side of things, the silver linings, and it seems as if i am doomed to the same experience. every time i think i am getting the right read, but never do. i hate to think i will miss out on the one golden nugget in the pile of crap...so i keep hoping.
maybe it is a curse rather than fate? voodoo hex?
How much of our fate is our openness or optimism of life?
How much of fate is living?
Is life the theoretical fate?
Where as death is ultimate biological fate.
Is our theoretical fate engineered by our theoretical design?
Can we engineer a theoretical design?
Can we engineer theoretical fate?
We know biological fate engineers us, does theoretical fate do this also?
Is fate theoretical or biological beyond our design?
Do we have any choice in the matter of either of our fates?
Does magic work because we have chosen to belive or because we have an inate superstition?
Can one theorise fate at all?
If not what would the word that best describes lifes fate (that which will not kill us)?
As i think biological fate describes ultimate fate (that which will kill us).
---------- Post added 05-05-2010 at 11:35 PM ----------
some are born with an inherent skeptesism.
How do you know this?
---------- Post added 05-05-2010 at 11:38 PM ----------
you mean like the time i was driving somewhere and all of a sudden i was standing on the brakes with all my might to stop the car and not knowing how i got there, and when i came to the bottom of this big long hill there was a red traffic light and two guys on a motorcycle i almost killed. i didnt see them first and didnt choose to try to stop, i was just in the middle of this thing happening and i know it was real because the two guys were white as a sheet and didnt even swear at me before they collected their cool and drove off.
or is that an example of an out of body experience which i forgot, and something put me back in the body before i killed those guys? always wondered what that was...
Theoretical fate and biological fate in play?
How can it not be biological fate if you have killed someone at the same time being theoretical fate because you are still alive?
Can both fates mix?
(i think i am losing it a little)