Existence may be the ideal.
Existence may be the image.
Existence may in fact not be real.
Sometimes, for brief moments i am furious with God.
For brief moments i hold an anger towards God i find hard to control.
But thank God that i never have as yet doubted God is there.
Even if just to take the blame.
It is a load God is willing to carry.
It is not one i am willing to heap upon anyone or thing else.
I try hard ot carry myself.
Even if my body and soul sometimes ache and scream for relief.