@jeeprs,
That sounds evangalistic, and is not what I meant. Another way of putting it. It is almost like a particular sense of humour. You can't really explain to someone who doesn't find it funny, what is funny about it.
I will try and explain some more. I had 'spiritual experiences' as a child. They were very vivid, fleeting, but also intensely real. They are very hard to explain and there is probably no point in trying.
I have said elsewhere on this forum, I was 15 - 16 at the time of Woodstock. It was the Summer of Love. I had some, how shall we say, ethnogenic experiences at this time which were completely life changing. I was not the only one. Many of us tried to relate these experiences to a philosophy of life. The Beatles were into Maharishi Mahesh Yogi and TM. The song on Sgt Peppers 'Within You and Without You' and so on.
That was all 40 years ago now. Of course, much water under the bridge. The whole sixties thing came unstuck. For me, it just meant that I dropped out for a few years and it made life pretty tough on the mundane level. But I stayed true to what I had found then and now I am really glad that I have. I studied Comparitive Religion at university (a totally useless thing to do) and learned Vipassana. It has taken a lot of time and soul searching. But now it is starting to bear fruit. What this means is really just a 'causeless joy'. There is nothing to in, and nothing in it, but hardly anyone seems to know what it is, and life would seem hardly worth living without it. It lends a whole new meaning to the idea of Nothing, believe me! It really is this sense of absolute joy in the very middle of all existence with no rationale, no necessity. That is about all I can say. Beautiful Sanskrit word for it - ananda. Actually the very beautiful Sanskrit term is sat-chit-ananda - being-knowing-blissfulness. Nothing is any better than that, not anything.
There is much yet to be done, but having come thus far I can only be grateful.