@Axis Austin,
I'm sure you all realize that the project of reconciling reason with religion was THE major philosophical undertaking for centuries during the Middle Ages, culminating in the Scholastics and Aquinas. Inspired by their newfound discovery of Aristotle, they tried to make Christian Theology correspond to reason.
And one of the signatures of the subsequent era was that this project was discarded, especially by the likes of Spinoza, Hume, Kierkegaard, and others (and all in various different ways).
I bring this up because I find it interesting that the same questions come up again and again, despite the literature and writing of an entire era trying to solve these problems.
I guess I just have to ask: why does something NEED to correspond to logic for you to believe it
if you want to believe it? If we believed things just based on logic alone, then we would never do things like have hope against all reason. We would only root for the winning team, rather than our own team. And we would have the hubris of the people who built the Titanic because we would think it inconceivable that our conception of logic might be discordant with reality.
And I don't say any of this in defense of Christianity (I'm not Christian myself and I don't come from a Christian family or tradition). I just feel like it's ok if you just let yourself believe something because it feels right viscerally -- because that's what's going to win in the end anyway even if you pit it against logic.