No, Soul light you did not offend me at all, l had to go get dinner and do some other things and l feel bad l did not answer as soon as you posted , but no, you did not know, how could you have.
l would not have said anything had it bothered me because that is for me a tender spot, but no after 14 yrs and counselling, l am getting better. l do have survivor guilt because l am alive and she is dead, but time heals all wounds and she truly is better off then if she were alive, she was born brain dead due to a Dr.s mistake at the Riverside Hospital in Ottawa and l don't know if any of you remember a lawsuit brought on , but l was one of the parents suing the Dr.s there for negligence and malpractice and the Dr. was having too good a time at an office Christmas party then to listen to the distress calls the nurse and resident were all calling about, so my daughter suffered at his hands when he finally came up and panicked and the booze in his system , l guess made him feel like superman but he pressed on my uterus like a balloon, except, it was not, it was holding my daughter and when it burst, she went up under my lungs and going without any oxgen for 2 hrs. and l was almost drowning in the amniotic fluid, so the moment she died, the nurse said she got so scared because that was the moment the baby's heart stopped and l saw this white transparent light for a flicker of a second above me and l just felt her leave my body and told them.
A mother knows, l just told the anethiastist to let me die along with her, but they saved me.
l know someone is going to ask , and it is normal to want to know so l thought l will post it now as you are all getting to know me and l am able to talk about it now soulmate, 10 yrs ago, l was a complete mess, but now l am getting better because l am finally getting the treatment l kept asking for for the past 3
~~In Memory of Taylor Courteny Anne Born 23/12/93 and died on life support donating her heart on 27/12/93~~