@Render,
Render;168831 wrote:I see users post a lot of meaningful content and have intellectual debates and I couldn't help but wonder what they would say if given only a few sentences to describe their own personal philosophy towards life.
Thank you for asking this interesting and challenging question. I hope that these two sentences don't count towards my total! (Alas, it makes little difference whether they do or not. I am afraid you have opened the floodgates here!)
I don't yet have a philosophy. What I do have is a large 'philosophy-shaped hole' in my mind. I will therefore try to describe the shape of this large and painful mental hole, hoping that such a description will partly suffice in lieu of a proper answer to your question. Even if it doesn't, I'm afraid it's the best I can do at the moment.
People tend to think of themselves as conscious, free, rational, ethical, realistic, sexual, curious, inventive, and uniquely individual beings. It is clear, however, that some things exist in the world of mind which are other than conscious, free, rational, ethical, realistic, sexual, curious, inventive, and uniquely individual human beings. If this is not already evident, it is suggested by the existence of algorithms which in limited contexts can almost pass the Turing test. Automatic computation now provides us with a simplistic model of psychological and social processes already going on in the world of mind (a simplistic model which cognitive scientists sometimes seem to come unfortunately close to mistaking for reality).
People conform to social norms; they suppress their own thoughts and feelings; and in extreme cases (not even necessarily very extreme) develop so-called 'mental illnesses'. It is impossible to comprehend actual human behaviour on the naive hypothesis that it all proceeds from conscious, free, rational, ethical, realistic, sexual, curious, inventive, and uniquely individual human beings - people who actually
know and
care what they are doing. However, nothing is more important, at least to a human being, than the welfare and companionship of other conscious, free, rational, ethical, realistic, sexual, curious, uniquely individual human beings.
How much, then, in the world of mind,
is actually understandable on the basis of what I called the "naive hypothesis"? How does one actually live with other human beings
without being taken in by a mere hypothesis as if it told the whole truth about ourselves and our relations with each other?
To what extent is it possible, by acting
as if the "naive hypothesis" were true, to make it come true, thereby in a small way helping to bring about a better world, in the midst of what so often seems to me to be a Man-created Hell of insanity, indifference, cruelty, irrationality, callousness, hostility, stupidity, ignorance, absurdity and destructiveness? Can the "naive hypothesis" become a truth, rather than self-deception and blissful ignorance? Can naivety become wisdom, perhaps through being loved and cherished as if it were a child growing up?
This is a 'philosophy-shaped hole', as I have called it, because it seems to be almost impossible even to discuss the problem in ordinary language, and anything which strains so hard at the boundaries of ordinary language is, I submit, a philosophical problem. If I am mistaken in that belief, then perhaps someone will kindly direct me to where what I have called "the world of mind" is described, in such a way that we can recognise our own presence in it, as conscious (etc.) individuals, along with whatever other entities (perhaps gods, demons, ids and superegos, societies, concepts, 'mental illnesses', languages, theories, mathematical objects, ideologies - and even philosophies!) inhabit the mental world alongside us.
In one sentence (because I know I have failed to be brief enough, although that can't be helped): what, then, exists in the world of mind; what are its flora, fauna, and ecology; and where do
we fit in, as (to whatever extent we really are) conscious, free, rational, ethical, realistic, sexual, curious, inventive, and uniquely individual human beings?
In eleven words (will that do?): do we really exist, and if so,
where do we exist?
What this description omits is a secondary philosophical problem. In my youth, tormented remorselessly by my family, and almost totally isolated elsewhere, I escaped from the primary problem, which I have tried to describe here (with how much or how little success I cannot guess), by retreating from actual lived and shared human life altogether, into dreams, science fiction, endless silent thoughts, secret cross-dressing (a horror of homosexuality seems to be the main way I have kept myself from relating to other people), and an obsession with pure mathematics (at which - please excuse me for boasting - I was talented enough to take part in an International Mathematical Olympiad, and to obtain what were officially described as "phenomenal" marks in the Cambridge open scholarship examination, at least twice as many marks as were needed to win a scholarship). Of these retreats, pure mathematics alone offered a genuine way into the human world from which I seemed so profoundly and wordlessly alienated. But my belief in mathematics and in myself as a mathematician collapsed (when I first experienced sexual desire, at the age of 20), so I am left with the secondary philosophical problem of explaining to myself, even if to no-one else, what mathematics is.
Platonism is no mere academic question for me; it is a question of life or death. Having, so to speak, glimpsed and then lost the Forms, I have lived in a suicidal Hell for nearly 39 years. I have tried all the obvious ways out, including suicide, and including putting my trust in people who gave me to understand, in one way or another, that they knew something relevant and could help me in some way. At the end of virtually a whole lifetime of such mistakes, I know nothing better to do than to ask in whom and in what I can reasonably put my trust. I am back with Socrates, asking all the obvious questions, being repeatedly disappointed in my search for wisdom, but never giving up. I'm trying to find those Forms again.
I have learned a lot about the negative side of life, and now I am trying to find what I truly believe to be its positive side, even though I still feel that I am a zero (and I am certainly no hero, not even to myself).
I expect a loud and resounding silence to follow this post. I'll get me coat.
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Reconstructo;169164 wrote:As human beings, we largely live in our abstractions. When we are walking down the street, we see the street, and we call it real. But how far does our vision extend? And yet we know that we live on something like a giant sphere. This knowledge is an abstraction. A perfect sphere is something intuitional even. We also know that the sun is a fusion reactor, to speak metaphorically.
Have you ever felt this as a reality (so to speak)? Have you ever pressed your back against this spinning ball of rock and mud and felt yourself burned by an unthinkably hot nuclear fire an unthinkably long way away? It is scary.