@kennethamy,
The roots of philosophy involve the emergence into consciousness of the ideas of space and time.
Just as space may be an undivided whole vs. a matrix of bits, time may be continuous vs. a stream of separate moment bubbles.
We can't really settle on either scenario because each leaves questions only answered by the other.
The nature of the will is just another angle on the same contradiction. The self, divided from the whole, is a prerequisite for choice. In wholeness, the self is a phantom mirror reflecting all.
I knew a lady once who was plagued by the memory of having made a difficult choice. In fact she couldn't face it. The ability to live at all came to her from a scripture that says God knows the whole story of your life before you live it...