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Icon;35570 wrote:The hard part was deciding I wanted to quit. Go for a good 5 or 6 KM jog. You'll want to quit.
No, I'll just want to stop jogging and smoke a cigarette. I know smoking is bad, but I enjoy it too much to fully commit to quitting. I'm actually on a drug that has a common side effect of making you not want to smoke. It's not having that effect on me though.
Quote:I am foolishly stubborn and remarkably resilient. This is why I am still alive.
Possibly, but it might someday be why you're dead. I think you have to know when to be stubborn, and when to give in. There's a time for both. I think refusing to consider trying a safe and effective aid over the very short term when it could help you reach your long term, life changing goal is taking stubborness a bit far.
At any rate, you have to live the life that you think is most fulfilling for you. I can't tell you with certainty what general attitude will work for you, only what I've seen work for me and most others around me, and give the best advice I can based on that. (That's in general, not in regard to quitting smoking.)
But I wish you all the best in your endeavor to quit smoking. Since you're so stubborn, would it help if I told you that I thought there was no way in the world that you could quit?