hi
my name is Steve or pagan and I am introducing myself to the forum. I am 51 and a piscean.
My interest in philosophy is not professional, nor have I formally studied it. I am one of those many people who are driven by curiosity and a desire to explore and understand. I have studied physics to degree level many years ago, which has a tendency to focus the mind in a particular way and develop particular intellectual skills. As such I was a typical rationalist I suppose with deterministic atheistic tendencies. But since then I have broadened my interests and in doing so philosophy is a natural way to kind of piece things together I think. I now see science in a different way and much more in context with life generally, though I still am fascinated by its beauty, complexity, power and exciting development.
My handle is chosen not surprisingly because I am now a pagan

I think it is fair to say that post-modernism (as I understand it) was very influential in this. They are both pantheistic approaches to life for me, which I now much prefer to reductionism and exclusive idealism. Maybe its due to getting older too, but I do remember the personal cultural shock so to speak in changing my mind. 10 years ago I would and did dismiss such 'modern' philosophical outlooks out of hand ?..... and with a decided lack of grace
I think it appropriate here to mention my attitudes to forums and debates generally. I don't like arguing any more, especially if there is a bad vibe involved. E.g. insults, interruptions, ridicule, point scoring and so on. This is not because I think such ways of writing and conversing are not useful and creative. Far from it, they often are ?..... and very entertaining too. But I just don't enjoy that anger vibe any more so I tend to slip away. I am not ambitious and have no desire to convert anyone to my way of thinking and feeling, nor do I feel the emotional need to defend my beliefs. I have been through all that, and looking back it doesn't suit my character. So each to their own in a place where we are free to move on and share creatively
?... but when it comes to friends, I am a real p#ss taker. lol