@Ichthus91,
Hi Tony! We seem to live in opposite worlds. Call me optimistic, but the way my life is going, finishing high school will mean less responsibility.
And I'm not pulling a Chris McCandless or anything either. I'm gonna try to get a job and all that, it'll just be more relaxed than things are now, given my unique circumstances.
I've never had any philosophy classes in my school either. I started taking an online course from yale recently though. It's free video lectures. I'll have to edit this post to include a link later. The closest thing I've taken to philosophy is psychology. Yeah, it'd be nice to have that kind of option though.
But I think the main reason is not the transition from concrete to abstract thinking, but that mainstream society encourages lack of thinking altogether. The values of alot of people around me seem so superficial and shallow.
But maybe I'm the one being ignorant.
Anyway, welcome to the forum. I shouldn't be one to welcome you since I just joined myself, but whatever.