@thehossest,
Excellent introduction; we should all be so open.
Precociousness is often misinterpreted as geekyness. When I was about your age I caught so much horse-hockey trying to talk such issues that it successfully shut me up for over a decade.
I look forward to fleshing out some of the very issues you bring up; and you're right, life is both complex and simple. Complex in the millions of threads that constitute cause & effect, emotions and implications. Yet simple in its constituency of meaning.
Welcome aboard!
PS: I'm guessing I'm ADD too; though back in my day no one knew what that was and I refuse to see any doctor or psychiatrist for anything. I steadfastly believe no physician could accurately diagnose anything (except for, perhaps, a severed arm; and then only if I were to beat them over the head with it :sarcastic: )