@VideCorSpoon,
Well, what originally got me hooked was a class I took in Ancient Philosophy, then lately my interest has been focused toward existentialism/metaphysics and in particular I've been reading Camus lately (even though he would deny being an existentialist, or perhaps even a philosopher).
I hear you about the house of cards in a wind tunnel...hahah. I think philosophy has to be discussed to even have a remote chance of reaching toward understanding. I realized I wasn't getting anywhere when all I got was blank stares and rapid subject changes from people who I try to discuss this stuff with (i.e. everyone in my immediate circle, lol).