intoxication.

losing control is relaxing. until you get it back.

So the uncontrolled would be hot?

No one man can be controlled 100% of the time, I think this is dangerous and un-natural, it is contrary to something I will think about and maybe come back with more later.

I take my need to be uncontrolled and control it.
Friday nights I allow myself to not measure my alcohol, I get drunk every Friday without fail unless needed to be sober, even some time force a drink or two when I am really not in the mood, force the uncontrol lest the uncontrol ever force you, I put time aside for this drunkenness or I may find myself drinking during the week, I put time aside to be uncontrollable,
control the uncontrol lest the uncontrol control you.
And the same goes for Saturday night Sunday morning, I stay up all Saturday night have a nap during Sunday day and this makes sleep for the rest of the week feel earned, restful and natural.

Have I ever lost control? Yes that is why I treat it so closely.

I find it note worthy that those who are usually the most uncontrolled are those who try to control others.

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I don't mean to doubt these words, they are fine, but to say losing control is relaxing I would doubt you have ever really been without control. There is like my example above still a measure of control. You work all week for that day off. You must earn it, you must control it to be able to feel relaxed without it and know and control it will only be for a certain amount of allotted controlled time. Controlling the uncontrollable.

But I do agree to be mindless at the time is to not be able to regret even doubt even feel until you regain your mind and know what regret, doubt and feeling is and for.