Soul Brother;166147 wrote:
Sun, I dearly hope this is not an epitomization of you're own feelings, for this would make you a very sad and very troubled person, which in turn makes me sad.
Have you answered these questions to your self?
Just one other thing, what is a reject button?
They were my feeling of that moment and that self, I ought not be so spontaneous or write so many characters.
Being a brilliant devils advocate means I can accept and investigate a persona without actually becoming that person.
Please don't be sad at least I am aware I am a very sad and very troubled person and wish to solve this about myself and others as well.
First step in becoming happy is to know what makes you sad, tackle it but try not to hide from it. (sometimes this cannot be helped)
Second step in becoming happy is to know what makes you happy, tackle it but try not to hide form it. (sometimes this can be helped).
I have answered these question for the self I am most proud of, in fact that self did not even ask, the part of my self that does not need to doubt its sum, but for the part of my self that is less proud and more doubtful, the part that asked these questions still has no idea because it has been given no answer.
Can you be selfish to your self?
Just thought I would be brave for the part of me that is a coward.
So have I answered these questions? Yes for most of me, no for most of you.
The part of my self that never asked or doubted because it never questions.
Makes you wonder if a truly open questioning mind and self is actually a highly doubtful self and mind?
Do you ever doubt your self or is it just other peoples selfs?
Do you think doubt worthless?
Therefore those who do not doubt or question are the worthy selfs?
Do you need to be answered unquestioning undoubting to be worthy?
Have you answered any of these question to your self, by your self?
Or is your self coward-less and unquestioning?
Would it make you a brave to either not ask or to not answer?
It would make me happy to think you brave enough to ask yourself these questions and find you did not need an answer.
Even if by not answering the coward is still left in the dark.
'what is a reject button?'
I am not sure what you are asking here so forgive me if I am wrong in summation.
A 'reject' button may be a button someone pushes to reject someone else, which means you being the inventor of it are a either a reject or wish to reject, which if you don't mind me saying makes me sad for you, if you were the one to invent push or be pushed out.
And as I have faced my sadness this evening I can at least be happy I am not a rejecter,
even if I must contend with being rejected I can be proud I do not reject others.
Thank you for your doubts I hope you are found happy, brave, proud, worthy and unrejected by my thoughts or your own.
I hope my questions and self doubting part at least made you realise for a moment you don't need doubt your self.
I just reread this and although I don't believe in sensorship or this has bad intentions I fear I may have come across as cold and judgemental, I just hope you do not think I am frigid and an unyielding fellow towards you.
This post is as much if not more so self critical analysis than it is circumspective or circumventive of you.
I hope you realise my battle was with myself and not just you.
Thank you for your post it gave me real pause to think.
I hope you respond, and as I said and meant with clear conscience; I hope I at least made you realise for a moment you need not doubt yourself.
Even if now I have given you more cause to do so with me.
I will if given the chance make it up to you and myself.