@Fido,
It is a big deal because I was punished, I take this very seriously.
I dont want to get banned.
This place and its peoples means something to me.
The subtext was to try to uncover the validity of the whole ordeal.
Was it all a joke?
Were we all joking?
How far can a bad joke go before something is done about it round here?
But this is still me making excuses, I pained someone enough for them to make issue, which meant I had to make on a personal and unselfish level make issue with myself.
Coming to the sad conclusion I had hurt someone made the validity of the discourse pale.
We all need a good slap once in a while.
Who ever you are I am still sorry and hope we one day can still be compatriots.
I hope you will not judge me on one 'bad' post. (many perhaps)
I value each and everyone of you,
even though i have learned controvercy for the sake of it is rather weak willed.
I am sorry for the pain, the upset, the offence, i am only sorry for the post because of these things.
Plus I'm just not that funny.