@Poseidon,
You are the beginning of God. your birth was your beginning. to get to the next level, all you have to do is believe. i dont know where you dont go, but i know you need to believe to move onto the next level. you want to know.. we all want to know. what happens to us after we die. pi equals infinite, infinite is impossible, nothing in our reality is impossible, therefore the knowledge of death is that. its pi. its impossible. impossible knowledge is impossible to ever learn. no matter how far down we go into our cells, how far out we go in space or how long we take pi. the circle is an impossible shape.
we can use drugs, meditation, conversations to reach the expanding wall, but we can never reach the next shelf until we die. the fun part, the reason we are all on this message board, its fun to try. its fun to reach closer down the numerical ever growing path of pi.
You are the beginning of god. your birth was your beginning. If the next doesnt exist yet, what does? consciousness before. billions of humans have died. what you enter is their mind. the mind of all conscious beings that have existed in our planet. the ever pressing push to keep expanding "IT"s consciousness. why does love feel good. why does an orgasm feel good. Consciousness is pushing to expand itself and those things are rewards for doing so. Philosophy, discovery, feel good to do. If PI ended, there would be no excitement left to see what was next. you can count up and try to reach infinite, we can even count down, but we will continue to get better and bigger numbers. there isnt a name for the end number because there isnt one. we can visually see something that doesnt exist. the circle doesnt exist anywhere in the universe. it is an impossible shape. everything to a certain extent is 3d. we live in a 3 dimensional world. as long as we dont have an answer to pi, there will be something impossible to find. the fact there is something impossible in a mathematically perfect world explains consciousness. there is something outside of our reality, something beyond this. mathematically there needs to be, because nothing is impossible, nothing is forever. we may never find pi, but the fact that we can try though, that is beautiful.