@Martin phil,
Hi Martin,
Martin wrote:I am obviously (to me) at one level a product (and victim) of my chemical messengers and neural impulses. I would have given up in despair long ago had I not discovered that there is something greater than myself which, paradoxical as it may sound, takes me beyond my determined nature and leads me to real freedom. Don't ask me to explain it logically though.
I think which must be
capable of all my presentations,' thereby giving them synthetic unity, and the empirical, introspective, self which is itself a presentation. To be truly
a priori rational psychology must have for its subject the former, i.e. the self of pure self-consciousness. This however is
not, according to Kant, an object of experience and so of the applicability of the Categories. It is not an instance of any Category.
It would be because it is not an instance of a Category that ordinary logic and natural language is incapable of characterizing this pre-conceptual self. Hence the statement that the Tao that is eternal cannot be spoken. Gregory of Nyssa says much the same when he describes God, or whatever he encountered in his vision, as lying 'beyond the coincidence of contradictories.' Hegel's spiritual unity has the same location. This difficulty would explain the ubiquitous use of contradiction in the literature of mysticism. Bradley also argues that the selfs of everyday life (the distinct centres of experience) are underlain by a phenomenon which is beyond the categories. This would not be a God but what is Absolute.
What you seem to say is that your everyday self has no freedom of will except in that it is capable of carrying out the will of a deeper and more metaphysically significant or universal self, and that for freewill the everyday self must not act but must be abandoned. To me this seems the only viable solution for the freewill problem. From an analysis of this problem Erwin Schroedinger reached the same conclusion, which is why he claimed 'I am God' and was a fan of the Upanishads. If this is your view, as your post seems to suggest, I think it can be explained logically. Which is, of course, not to say that I could do it.
Regards
Whoever