Wed 25 Jun, 2008 08:21 am
Me and my two other best friends once again like every Wednesday night of the week gather together at the same old coffee shop setting on the same table 17having the same coffee/convo night like always. We talk about how our life is and various issues that question us! Tonight's topic was about me and my life!
I was not happy! I was not happy about how I study and how serious I was in my educational life! They argue that truly I am wrong since university and education is not really what we can and should consider as the true source of happiness. SO I asked what happiness how can I know I am happy is! Since I really don't feel happy no more! I sense that true happiness is hard to find in a systematic and predictable life! Living forces you to live the same routine and boring! But you don't realise it until some one confronts you about it! SO I ask what is happiness and how can we know whether what we do right now IS really what we wanted and what TRULY makes us happy!
Until now My HAPPINESS was making my family happy and fulfilling the dreams that they have on me! But I realised that is wrong since that is not the life I want but it is the life THAT they want from me and I am living their dreams not mine! Any of you guys have the same issue ? What do u do with it or what would you do about it? Thx