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Easily the most surreal troll exchanges I've seen on a Internet forum . Guess I haven't seen too much of them.
You are calling me a troll, motherfucker? Go suck jesus' dick, you pervert!(just like your dead pedophile Berg has taught you). You're can easily follow zflash7' example, you know!
I apologize if I've offended you or anyone else for saying anything incendiary here (including the first portion of this post), and for saying that I am a member of this group.
Alright, I am honestly sorry for calling you a troll. I will try to be more polite from now on then.
Yeah, I was being a bit arrogant when I was talking about the "Reboot", but not in that way. I was just mad at you. And I was trying to explain that both the "Reboot" and the "Offensive" made me wake up and realize what I was living in.
I think I know as much as you do on what the rest of the my group thinks about the "Reboot", which is pretty much nothing. That's because I haven't met other group members recently and because I never really considered myself a true member of the TFI.
I haven't lived in a city where there are two or three other homes besides my own in 5 years. The last "fellowship" I have attended to meet other family members my age occurred 2 years ago, before there was any forewarning about this "Reboot". It was also an unofficial one, you know, "hey me and some other peps are going to meet at this place, why don't you come and bring a legal guardian as well as that sulky little computer-overusing-but-who's-still-funny-to-talk-with brother of yours?". My online interaction with people in the family has been limited, or mostly has been with people who are ex-members of the TFI.
I've been skipping on some word times and avoiding all prophecy times by lying or by telling off the adult (Yes, I have taken personal wordtime. No, all I'm getting when I'm trying to talk to the J-whiz and some other character in the Bible are my own thoughts.).
Before the Reboot we (mum, dad, brother and sisters) were living in Mexico. We are now in the states.
I don't need to "apologize" for being born into something, but I do feel sorry about being born in the TFI. I blame semantics for the slight confusion regarding what I said in my previous post. I apologize about not making myself fully clear.
Please don't call me a "member of a cult" again, because I'm not really. By definition I am, but include the personal element and you'll find that I'm not. Once I'm a statutory adult I'll leave the TFI for good.
New revelation? What are you refe.. Oh heh, right. I didn't think too highly of the Loving Jesus series when I first read them in the old pubs archive a few years ago. Excuse the understatement.
Please don't call me a typical teenager. I too have had some adults administer this shit and correction combination you speak of by calling me that. Even if it's true.
So, can we start over again then? If it's not too personal, how old are you? And when were you a member of the cult?
I'm in my 30's and I've been in the family during the 90's. Even though I wasn't born into the family I was really trying to fit in and to live my life "for the Lord", but quite often I had problems and conflicts with other f-members. Mostly, that was because I did keep quite a bit of my dignity, with they called "pride" and allowed myself to debate and question the tings I thought were wrong. No, I wasn't arguing all the time, like my friend was (YA, family born) - he would argue with you about everything, just for the sake of it... However, I was real "stubborn" and "unwilling" when it came to "sharing" with older aunties - god, I did my best to avoid those "special moments" and they said I was "proud" and "selfish". Ha! Yea, there's so much to tell, but...
I know how hard it is to realize that you've been fooled by those who you thought to be "the ppl of God" - I've gone through this myself and I have given much thought to this, re-evaluating my past and things that happened to me, since I left the group. And still, it hurts! So, I just want to tell you to hold on and to stand up for yourself and for your real family - because if you don't do it, nobody will! If you decide to leave, you will probably find that people "in the system" are much more friendly and much easier to deal with (that is not to say that you've never dealt with the outsiders, don't get me wrong) and there are a number of reasons for that.
I'm currently living in Europe (don't want to be more specific - some of our relatives are still in the F.) but hoping to go to the States to play some gigs (I've got a band now). Sorry again for that "jezuz shit" insinuation - I can be extremely ironic and mean when it comes to dealing with certain type of "family members" (I'm sure you're not one of them). By all means, I am open to a dialog and conversation and can probably share a few pieces of personal advice (should anyone ask for it, that is). You take care of yourself, man!
Re: I'm outta here. BYE
I've been skipping on some word times and avoiding all prophecy times by lying or by telling off the adult