In case anyone is interested (research purposes/random interest) I have self published my memoir on Amazon. The title is THE NAMELESS by NATALIE SAURET. I am not looking to start a big debate on the COG/TFI as I have well and truly moved on but if anyone has questions I will try to respond.
And before all the "haters" (i.e. few remaining members) come on here shouting about it all being made up...please, don't bother. I really do wish I had made it all up but unfortunately, that is not the case.
(Peter Frouman I would like to get touch if possible. You can contact me on my website http://www.nataliesauretthenameless.com/
or FB page http://www.facebook.com/TheNameless.NatalieSauret